Why do I get so angry! Kerry is not helping the matter either.
His ex has decided that she is going to come out and visit Cyree, which is fine, Cyree can’t stand the woman, tells me this and thinks of all the excuses under the sun for not having her out, then when she rings, she says, yeah sure – why not! I have to wonder why people can’t say and do what they mean!
I was angry about this because she is also going to want to come here and have a coffee and I don’t want that woman in my house. How many times do I have to say that!
And Kerry – “Whats up with you?” Like he wants to start a fight. Can I not be angry with people on my own? Can I not just have my anger all to myself and just leave me be? I had to clean the house today, and vacuum which is not something I can actually get done during the week, and instead I have had to make sure my house is immaculate so Kerry can play happy families with his bloody ex! Why can’t he grow balls and stand up to the woman. Why does he treat her so differently from me? Why can’t he tell her he only wants to deal with his sons and not have to listen to all her bullshit!
The house is tidy, and I am unavailable this afternoon – I might just disappear for a couple of hours – I don’t know where, but I will think of something!