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More about me…

Things have gone quiet at work, we lost a major Contract and things have gone from busy to down right outrageously quiet, which is OK for now, I suppose in a couple of weeks when I really need the money things won’t be quite so enjoyable!

So what more can I say about me? 

I live in a beautiful little village, which is ideal for children growing up.  There is little theft or crime, kids can play in the streets and the only boy racers happen to live right next door – which is good because they don’t make noise around the village!  I would almost describe the village as quaint, but that seems too picturesque.  Don’t get me wrong, the village is picturesque, but that conjures up pictures of perfect houses with picket fences and tidy gardens.  It is far from the truth here, some houses look unloved and uncared for (ours included), but in this current economic climate you make do with what you have got.

I have been researching Goth lately as Kerry and I were invited to a party this weekend, fancy dress.  Really looking forward to it!  Took me a while to decide what to go as, but finally decided on Gothic Vampyre, got the dress, teeth, made the jewellery and everything, even been cruising the internet looking for inspiration.  My vampyre name is Rani of Drac or Ariel Thanatos, depending on what site you go to.  Great name generators for future reference.  It is as far from me as you can get, a good christian girl with a strong faith in God, but it something I have always wanted to delve into.  It might also prove to be an interesting start for a novel, not sure how or what yet, but there are some inklings twinkling in the background…

25825 / 50000 words

Finally getting into the swing of writing again, I work in Insurance and was very busy here with a large Windstorm which struck the country in July, so I have spent most of August and September catching up.  Found it hard to get into the third book after writing the first and second consecutively.

I am enjoying writing again, though I am surprised at the twists that my characters are coming up with, funny how they take on a life of their own – I had some very set ideas of what I want to see happen, and blowed if my evil main character has thrown a real spanner in the works – it still all works though.  That’s what I love about writing, the whole spontaneity thing.

Sephron is really starting to manipulate the story now, he wants it to go another way, and it has developed a delicious new twist, which I am kind of enjoying, I just have to tweak it a bit more.  Sephron has decided that he wants to be seen as a manipulator (as if we did not already know), but wants us to see that he has everyone believing that they are doing their own thing, when he is actually orchestrating the whole thing, the only thing that is annoying him is the fact that Obes got away, he would have preferred to have made Obes suffer first, but he will get another chance, he knows that Obes is the one bringing them all together, bringing all of the elements together, but just why he wants them all together is yet to be seen…

2216 words tonight.  Definitely not going to finish the book by the end of the month, but certainly starting to get into the swing of writing again.  Still it is nice to finally have words flowing, although it is not flowing in order, but that’s alright, as long as it is flowing. 

I have gone back over some of the work I had already written and edited some of it and added more in, so I finally have some flow between a chapter, which is a good thing.  Just need the flow between the scenes, which is hard when you have three different groups to cover, making things slightly hard.  Still, it is nice to be writing again, and if I can do a couple of thousand words a night, I can only slowly, but surely reach the target and get this story finished, then it is back to the start and editing all over again.  That will be the fun part because there is so much I want to add into the first book that I didn’t when I first started it.

The Muse Came Back!

I have clocked up 3000 words today!  Yeah hoo.  I concentrated on a part that I wanted to have my main male character focus on, and the muse came back.  It had been something i was thinking about, and obviously by ignoring my main male character, he was ignoring me, so when I found him again, he was more than happy to oblige.  Typical male…

Tycelon is a complex character, who has more depth than I first imagined.  I think he is a combination of all the things I like about males, and a couple of traits that get up my nose, but deep down he is a nice guy, and he wins!  Tycelon has lost his parents relatively early on and has battled on on his own, growing and learning through his own mistakes, although he doesn’t like to make mistakes, he prefers to get it right from the start and will work hard to get it right the first time.  He is my muse, when I write about him, I get inspiration and really figure out where I am going to go, but when I write about one of the other characters, he goes cold on me.  The problem is that the story revolves around several key characters, but I think he is jealous of the new character, Ubek that I originally wrote in so that I could kill him at the end, because I didn’t want any of the other characters dying.  Weird I know.  I tried to make Ubek arrogant and unlikeable, but he has grown on me.  He is arrogant and unlikeable because he doesn’t trust anyone and doesn’t trust himself.  He doesn’t want anyone getting close, and it is not until the last book that we find out why, he has such a huge secret that could blow him apart and jeopardise the entire mission.

Wow, thats deep!

Oh Dear…

 
Its all fallen flat – even though i have 14,000 odd words, I can’t find my muse, I think I have been neglecting him for my other male character and he has the pip with me! I am actually struggling really badly with this because it is the last book, I want it to have suspense, drama and twists that no one sees coming, but apparently I can’t either!

I also have some more work reports to do and I am going away tonight, so chances are nothing is going to happen tonight, although I have been taking my notebook with me everywhere just in case that one defining moment of the book just happens to pop into my mind.

Kerry (my darling beloved) is away this week, so I might be able to get into it. My one big question is, how do you get out of the rut?

I will just have to keep trying and hope that something will eventually rise out of the mists.

I am having problems getting the words onto the paper and things are seemingly very disjointed at the moment.  I am battling on and typing none the less, but what do you do when your muse has up and left you high and dry and wondering what the hell you are supposed to be doing?

I have found a couple of passages that are flowing out of me, and have been concentrating on those, but I am struggling to get the book to flow, and this is the last one, the one that brings all of the others together, the ultimate, the book that everyone just has to buy to find out what happens.  I want them to get so gripped by it that they have to read page after page, but I am struggling to even be inspired myself, so how can I expect my reader to be enthralled.  I am even though to send it onto Michelle for fear that she will tell me it is crap!

I will keep writing and see what develops.  To date, I have typed 14,268 words our of 50,000 which is my target, but after some research, I really need to work the books out to 75,000 – 100,000 – I have some ideas, but I want to complete the third book before I start at the beginning and add more stuff in.  I have to make sure that there is continuity between all of the books.

I do have some ideas for editing written out already, but just have to take my time and concentrate on the third book, so that I can go back to the beginning and work through them logically!

Oh muse, where for art thou!

After nearly 5 weeks I have all of my reports up to date!  I no longer have any outstanding reports and I have now been making a concerted effort to start back into writing, my only problem is that it seems rather flat.  I can’t seem to make it take depth and grow, flourish – my muse has upped and left me!  I am struggling along and typing, just for the sake of getting words onto paper, but I just can’t seem to find the words to make things happen!

 It has been a while since I updated this blog, we have had Billy’s birthday in that time, we had his actual birthday one weekend and his party the following.  Didn’t help that we had the trip to Granity the day before his birthday!

Things have quietened down workwise, which is great, means I can catch up on things, I had three claims last week, which seems really pathetic now, but it is better than nothing.  Heading up the Tui to have a look at one this afternoon, snow damage.  Getting good at driving up the Tui now!

Suffering from my second cold this winter, although it is now spring!  I hate being sick and make a really bad patient, which is quite good because I am never allowed to be a patient – being a mother, wife and everything else, my husband and son are able to be sick and pampered, but me, no if I get sick I don’t get to stop everything to have time out for me.  Joy’s of being a mother!

I have 12 reports to go, I got three done last night, and most of the ones left are smaller reports, not half a house missing kind of thing!  Maybe I should change my goal to completing my work reports by the end of the month!

I have been working flat out on my story, and have some editing ideas for the other two, just a couple of ideas that I have thought of after the fact that would enhance the story, and also, as I introduce elements in the second and third book, these need to reflect back into the first and second books – just to make the continuity flow and also to make the first book bigger!

All things going well, I should have all of my work reports completed in the next three nights, then back into my writing!  I am so Excited!!!  I can’t wait to get back into writing my story again.  I have started to formulate the ending, which I haven’t even told Michelle about, because I want her reaction when she reads it rather than her opinion before I write it.  I value her opinion, but would rather have it after I have written the ending.

Went to Granity on Saturday to look at a claim there and the whole family came.  Kerry, Lance, James and Billy had a picnic on the beach while I looked at the damage.  The kids behaved really well considering they were stuck in the car most of the way!  Billy slept for two hours on the way home – he was Knackered!

Having a quiet week at home this week, making all of my appointments for Friday, just to give me some time in town and also to give Smith and Smith Glass some time to fix my windscreen.  So far I have three appointments, but should have more by the end of the week.

Let it Snow!

Ginger not sure about the strange white man in the backyardBilly and the SnowmanThis week has finally been a bit quieter, but with 17 reports still to do, I am struggling to find time and space to get them done.  Still, better than the 30 odd reports I started out with.  The 17 include the new claims that have been coming through and with Kerry away this week I actually managed to do 9 reports in 2 nights…  Then we had the power cuts!

The weather turned quite nasty again, and the power started coming and going, starting on Wednesday morning.  We lost power about 6:30am and didn’t get it back until 11:30 am.  The power kept fluctuating with the lights occasionally flickering and Thursday night, about 6pm, it went off.  It came on briefly at 7:30pm but went off again until 9pm.  Billy slept with me that night.

Friday, the power was still on when I left, but apparently it went off again, with news reports that it could be off for at least 2 days.  When I got home, the power was back on, and apart from a 1/2 hr on Friday night, we have had power since.

We also woke up to snow on Saturday morning, much to Billy’s delight.  I made a snowman while he threw snowballs at Mum.  He thought this was the best part.

As for my writing, well I am trying not to lose it completely, I did finish the book map that I have been using as a guide to how I want the book to progress, it is only a guideline and I try not to dwell too much on it, because if I do, I will only end up with a story that is boring me while I write.

I was out assessing from Monday and Tuesday, and then I pulled the plug!  I had had enough, so on Wednesday I made appointments for Monday and Tuesday the following week, as I had a claim to look at in Blenheim on Monday, so I made the Nelson appointments for Tuesday, just so I could have a night with Dad in Picton, which was really nice.

 I am trying to catch up with my reports now and have 22 to go, well that’s what they are telling me, whether it is right or not I don’t know, so once again, very little or no writing was done and I am also overdue for a family newsletter.

 I have managed to do two reports tonight, so far, and hope to get another two underway, to be completed tomorrow morning once I have contacted the insured’s, there are also a couple of small ones that I should just do, in fact I will do three reports tonight!

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